Well, I have. To be very honest, I look at those people who does great things, or those who have great achievements or even those who appears on tv everyday and changes other people's life by just saying an inspirational quote as those who are shining bright all the time. I look at them with envious, jealous, and admirable stares. They shine so bright that sometimes they don't know how much what they say could support others who are at need. I salute those who can and have the ability to do so.
Despite admiring them so much, I realised that i'm not those who dreams big and to achieve big. For me, to be able to feel happiness by the day is what i strive for. Sometimes i even dream that life is just enough by the happiness that you bring to others and the happiness you feel by doing so.
I am for sure a person that is not ambitious at all. Everybody around me wants to earn big money, get a great job, built a huge successful path for themselves. For me, honestly, i've never thought of being a successful career woman. In my definition of happiness and successful is to be happy and having family and friends who stick by you through thick and thin. I don't have big dreams for myself, I never even thought of having a job that is fantastic or even pays fantastic. To me, to the smallest job that makes end meet is sufficient if i go back to a warm home. Nothing beats familiarity, nothing beats warmth and love.
To those who are tactful might say that i dont' have such dreams because i'm not born into a family where i need to worry about financial issues, or even any other worries that society brings. No that 's not true, i know what society brings and i know how difficult it is to live under constraints. All i'm trying to say is that my definition of a fulfilled life is just not materials. Whether or not it is wealth or not it doesnt' matter because it all comes down to warm and love support from people around you.
Sometimes it makes me wonder, whether going through so much education is worth it or not since i'm just not shining bright. :) Oh well, that's besides the point.
Everybody has their dreams to strive for so i reserve the right to say about what i strive for =)
I want to be a person who can afford tonnes and tonnes of TLC and give them out to whoever that needs it. (sounding like god) No i'm not God but like i said, it's a dream. =) I dream of loving and being loved and fill the rest of the world with love. lolz (not ambitious?? i believe i'm being VERY VERY ambitious) so to start of, i'll fill people around me with TLC first. :P
Ok, now i'm talking crazy.
To those who are shining bright and inspiring people everyday and showing how much you care and love the world everyday, KEEP ON SHINING because the world needs people like you.
He was the one who gave me this thought to this post. While leaving a message in his blog reminded me how bright of a star he is and how impossible it is for him to notice it and yet he is changing people with insipirational quotes and his thoughts through his everyday life. I'm sure he's not the only one who is changing others everyday but oh well.. lately i've been rather a crazy fan over him so .. there he is :P
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