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how can i be so careless!~!!!!!! so clumsy!!!!

bah.. so angry at myself .. was filling up some forms with loads of information... i just have to "SMARTLY" off my laptop..

isnt' that the smartest thing i've done thus far ??? GOODNESS ME and i've actually filled so much information... so GERAM !!!!

now i got to start ALL OVER AGAIN! i'll make sure to not do it at night and also with a cup of KOPI-O KAO.. next to me so that i'm alert.. bah~

Back in Melbourne...

i've been back in melbourne for more than a week already, i flew back on v'day as most of u know.. it wasn't a good time to say goodbye this time, it seemed much more painful than it usually is.. it was rather dreadful to come back here but since it's my own decision i shall not blame anyone for it =)

every second at the airport was a dreadful experience, right from the moment i left home..

and the moment when i was on my seat ready to leave the country i call home .. i put on the Ipod.. it just played "A Perfectly Good Heart" by Taylor Swift.. memories and emotions came gushing as it played...

[Chorus 1:]Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.

And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.

No matter what you say, I still can't believe

That you would walk away.

It don't make sense to me, but:

[Repeat Chorus 1:]Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

It's not unbroken anymore.

How do I get it back the way it was before?

it's been a truly long long long long holiday this time around, not in terms of the actualy time, i meant it felt like a long holiday...

i guess we just dont "snap out of it" nor do we " move on" that easy but i guess we learn to grow stronger as time passes by.. to who u are.. i know u're going through the very same thing. Be strong ok.. u know i'm always here for u as how u are for me =) love you loads babe..


life back here has been a little hectic but very much productive.. now it's only a matter of time that i get my own stuff settled and those that are pending complete =)



when i have the mood to =), i'll update more pictures of our wifey's first week in melbourne..

Get your head in the game!

I need to take a DEEP breath .. and tell myself things will eventually be ok and fall back into place.. sigh..

Leaving in a few hours...

Back to melbourne, back to the independent self, back to the hardworking self, back to the home sick self ...

hopefully to start anew.. start fresh.. start all over again!

i miss home already T.T

i so dont want to leave this time.. =)

Happy Valentine's Day

谢谢你们一直都在我身边。。支持我，鼓励我，让我慢慢的恢复原本的自己。

好爱好爱你老公仔!

hope it brings luck, clarity and knowledge =)

i need it.. i'm glad i found it ... 就只为了求个心安...

Wonders of....

I was playing with the webcam.. guess what looks different..

it would be the wonders of ...???

To us! With love=)

There is alot of things to say ..lots of things to share... lots of thoughts to write.. but at the end of the day.. writing it out would only be a more worrying and more frustrating...

In short, cny is almost over, it's time to do a reality check of things to do.. i'm leaving home next week, with the mindset that i stand a good chance not coming back this year end due to certain circumstances, just brings alot of emotions and worries.. i am already missing home, already missing things that have changed and also the wifeys that i'll not see in a while..

Soon enough all three of us will leave the country...

To Zyn =) I know it will be a little more quiet, a little less company, a little less laughters when we've all flown overseas.. but not to worry, u'll always have us ..online, on skype, whenever u need us we will try our very best to be there.. and u know for sure we love u and remember u =) All the best in your future endeavours, in whatever u do.. gambateh!!!Not to worry, we will have our times of noises and our times of craziness anytime, anwhere, no matter where all of us are .. and you know that =)

To us! Cheers!