secrets...

everyone has secrets..

by definition - i think - secrets are not meant to be told nor shared..

however, i also think that if secrets that are shared with someone close makes things better..

BUT... when secrets become a little toooo obvious, but not shared...

then by definition.. it's no longer a secret...

right?

a wrong turn

when things takes a wrong turn, it is bound to take a right turn.

when a door closes, there is bound to be a window open.

therefore, in any circumstance, there is bound to be a silver lining to it

... right?...

life's a fucking bitch...

if these madnes goes on in my head.. god knows.. what i'll do...

can somebody pls do something.. becasue life to me now is an effing piece of shit...

life...

has sucked the fun out of me lately...

the part where i think of myself and my life now.. i've lost motivation along the way.. hopefully i dont screw my last semester.

next where i think that the only entertainment for me is facebook and also random tv shows .. life's pretty much...boring...

then comes the part where spending money is concern .. it bugs the shit out of me lately for no reason. spending now is like a leech sucking blood out of me and yet i allow it as i convince myself some things are meant to be spent on.

to not be stingy and at the same time be on budget kills my brain cells so often tat i think i waste too much brain cells on them too..

wheres the part that i enjoy life? where's the part where i love everyday and not let days passsed by so quickly without even having time to recall what i did exactly tat was productive.

... the head is going to blow soon....

Love is Giving

Love is giving, not taking

mending, not breaking,

trusting, believing,

never deceiving,

patiently bearing

and faithfully sharing

each joy, every sorrow,

today and tomorrow.

Love is kind, understanding,

but never demanding,

love is constant, prevailing,

its strength never failing.

A promise once spoken

for all time unbroken,

love's time is forever.

Anon

Congratulations to the Sze Sze's on their wedding, it was wonderful and very very romantic. wishing you both EVERY happiness =)

http://www.szesze.net

xoxo

Paths.

crossing paths is what i wanted, and if crossing paths is what i get then will crossing paths be enough?

crossing paths? not getting it.. even if i do, there wouldn't be a meeting of hearts

a year older...

technically i'm a year older but i dont feel a difference.. not that i feel younger nor do i feel older...

comes to think of it .. i really wished i was younger with lesser responsibilities then older with much more freedom...

as my aunt put it.. the way the day was celebrated was very much a sign of where i am now - all grown up...

i want to thank June, Natalie, Liliane, Natalie, Cadence and EJ for turning up at my door with a birthday cake =) i was very pleasantly surprised and could not have asked for more =) it's the thought tat counts, i know everybody is very caught up with work...

counting down to my day i was up till 6, pleasantly pleased with an also unexpected birthday wish. thank you too...

the day itself.. i was standing for 7 hours working.. and after work .. i insisted terribly even tho dead tired to have a well deserved dinner.. and who else is better to sit with me for dinner other than my only brother in melbourne.my favourite gift :P

so there it is.. my day.. which came quietly and ended quietly..