life...

has sucked the fun out of me lately...

the part where i think of myself and my life now.. i've lost motivation along the way.. hopefully i dont screw my last semester.

next where i think that the only entertainment for me is facebook and also random tv shows .. life's pretty much...boring...

then comes the part where spending money is concern .. it bugs the shit out of me lately for no reason. spending now is like a leech sucking blood out of me and yet i allow it as i convince myself some things are meant to be spent on.

to not be stingy and at the same time be on budget kills my brain cells so often tat i think i waste too much brain cells on them too..

wheres the part that i enjoy life? where's the part where i love everyday and not let days passsed by so quickly without even having time to recall what i did exactly tat was productive.

... the head is going to blow soon....