We love you very much and misses u dearly.

Lately, every emotions that run through my body has been enough to change the weather. Yesterday was a day that i would never forget, a day where memories flow naturally till it hurts and pains inside. It seems that even the weather understood how we felt yesterday.

Last year's yesterday, we've all lost a friend dearly. She was a dear friend and even though for me, sweet memories together lasted very short but it was enough to see the smiles and joy she brought us.

I met her during orientation, i guess during that time, the fact that we're all malaysians and came from the same campus, we clicked immediately. The fact that our birthdays was next to each other, she came even closer in touch with me.

when the semester started, we've always had lunch together, we would compare our lunch boxes and discuss what our meals are for the day or what we've experimented cooking. She was just a fun person to be with. We often had our one-to-one times and sometimes instead of studying we would sit in the library and talk for ages like time is on our side. Hanging out with her was fun, we would go shopping together, playing the piano and singing with her was just all fun,do lots of things together since coming to a foreign country, it was all so new to everybody but we were all there for each other.

I remember there was one time, when i told her i don't know how to do my assignment, even though she finish class late, she still came over and helped me with my assignment and in turn i cooked dinner for her.

Last year, we also celebrated our birthdays together. She was born a day later than i am. I remembered clearly that her birthday was on a Monday when she came to class all dressed up, being very pretty and feminine that day. She turned 20 that day. =)

When exams are approaching, we often camped in the library together to study. One time, after class we stayed back to study, she said that she had cravings for KFC. So no wasting time, we had dinner at KFC. After dinner, i remember she couldn't finish her burger and that she said she would have it for lunch the next day. Then we part ways where we all said good bye and went home.

Then came 11th Oct 2006, the day like any other day, the day where i was suppose to meet her for lecture and it was the day where would usually have our one-to-one sessions in the library. She didn't turn up. Silly me, i told myself she must be hiding somewhere studying for her finals.

I called her many times and her phone was turned off. Then i decided to leave her a message in the phone telling her that the lecturer had given tips for the finals and also they were giving out Redbull for free in the student lounge and asked her to come get some.

I guessed she never heard my message after all.

The hours of the day passed and when later i found out what happened, it was too late to even say good bye. I miss her very much.

For someone who is as bright as her, for someone who is suppose to graduate this year, for someone who is suppose to be in love and enjoy youth, it all ended. She met with an accident, she passed on and she left us.

The feeling of calling the hospitals and asking for a patient was just weird. The feeling of hearing someone u don't know tell u that she's in a very bad condition. The feeling of a stranger telling you that you can't see her. It hurts. That was when all broke down and all was confused.

It's such a pain to have lost someone that you see almost everyday. I can't imagine those who are much closer to her.

There would always be a place in my heart that remembers you, my friend, GAYA and you are always cherished. I hope that you've found your happiness now and you're "Living your European Dream".

You would always be remembered and loved in our hearts.

Even though knowing you was short but it was a joy. We love you and miss you.