Apple Lover's Pizza

During christmas, my cousins came over to stay and they had tonnes of fun. We've spent tonnes of quality time and I'm sure they're already missing us already =)

Due to the love of making food, we've really experimented quite a few recipes but only took a few pics. Enjoy!~

Dine with gyn gyn once again!~

Introducing the Chef and Chef Assistant :P

Introducing Macaroni Mornay

and Apple Lover's Pizza

Though presentation skills need to be further improved but it does taste alot alot alot yummier than it looks :P

My Gift to you on Christmas 2007

For so long you've been in my life, and through this significant festive season i've decided to show you how much i appreciate that you chose to walk into my life. A reason for me to show you how grateful i am to know you are by my side. Thank you.

To give you something that both of you and i could remember, i've decided to find creativity to present you something unique. Well, I could say at least i've tried.. hope you really like it =)

The process...

The colours...

The message from the heart
To wish you a Happy Christmas..

Although not perfect, but I hope you like it =)

After I heard you on the phone telling me you've received it safe and sound. I smiled...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Love loads..

Christmas is coming soon~

Everywhere you go, you see alot of christmas decos and it fills the atmosphere with joy and laughter everywhere..

At home, we have our very own Christmas tree, which was set up about a week ago by all of us at home..

and when it's all light up..

Merry Christmas everybody.. hope everyone is well and doing great..

AND i miss YOU most at Christmas time =) Love

Nails Again~

Lately, nail polish are my best friends :P hehe i bought another new 6 bottles of nail polish...

and one of my experiments this time is ...

ORANGE~~~

here's an upclose picture of it..hehehehehee

Sad to say that it only lasted for a day.. cuz it chipped off a little so i removed all of them and put on a new colour :P

Updates..

Hello everyone, it has been a while since i've updated my blog and i've gotten a fair amount of complaints for not doing so..hehe..now update lor :P

It's been a while since i've gotten the chance to hang out with my darlings since i went to Melbourne. Coming back and meeting them once again and to spend quality time with them is just awesome. Simple lunch and shopping outings really just rekindle back all the sweet memories of us being able to see each other all the time before...

Here are some pictures of the outings of my darlings and i and i'm sure the pictures will show u exactly what i've been busy about these few days =)

Mel & Jian

All of us..

Christmas tree O' Christmas tree~~

Another outing with Zyn and Nat.. though i dont' know why there's no pic of Zyn..:(

Nat and i with FOOD~

Yummm~~~

and of course..more of Malaysian Deserts :P

see how sinful this holiday is~

Nails

Since Gyn gyn got back home..hehe.. i've less housework to do.. and i've the chance to leave my nails long enough to change nail polish often.. just within a week i've got back i've changed 3 times..

This is the first time i put on a black nail polish..hehe..nice~ thanks to Nat that i get to try on a new shade on my nails .. muaxx babe

I LIKE~~~

Malaysian Desert!!!

Since i've got home, i've been enjoying all the awesome local food that i'm so so so gonna put on weight...hehehe... and yesterday, out of boredom, Nat and i went to curve to spend some time there doing nothing..

But of course.. not forgetting to enjoy our local deserts again... hehe.. took picture of the food but not ourselves..how silly is tat... anyhow..enjoy!!!~

This is Nat's desert - Red Ruby, it's a local desert of shaved ice with water chestnuts and coconut milk and jackfruit slices.. yum~

This is my desert.. the good old Cendol~ yummm~ in this we get shaved ice with coconut milk, brown sugar syrup, red bean and also cendol =)

Hehe.. oh and i accidentally found a picture that i took of myself having the local kuih..mmmm hehe

My gift to you

Met Fang for dinner last night at One U, it felt a little odd as I was meeting a friend that i always hang out with in Aussie, felt rather different, after dinner and catching up with the things she's missed in Aussie, we decided to do a little shopping, as i was buying something i saw this yellow light bulb phone accessory that i just HAD and MUST buy for Fang and she MUST and WILL immediately hang on her phone.. lolz.. i laughed so bad because it suited her so well..

What do you think???? :P lolz

Hair Cut!

After about 4 to 5 months of no hair cut.. finally got one yesterday... mm don't think i really like it cuz it's too thin and my fringe is too short.. sigh~ hopefully now time pass faster and it seasons and grow back ..lolz..

Before

After

I'm BACK!~

Hello everyone, i'm back in M'sia. hehe.. the smell of home is awesome and to see everybody again is just so heart-warming.

My first dinner back home, decided to treat everyone so i cooked dinner...
hehe.. want to dine with Gyn Gyn again...

My first attempt of baking pork ribs..hehe..



and while waiting for the ribs to be done, i cooked another dish of mixed mushrooms..

Because the ribs takes a while to be done.. i got bored and took this- the picture of the chef..lolz

45 mins later.......(tick tock tick tock tick tock....)


Ribs are ready...

TADA~~ dinner's served...

woohoo.. and i had satisfied stomachs last night..awesome.. ( though ribs could have tasted better.. hehe there's always round 2)

Dine with me once again~~

Our first dinner at the new home..

We've finally gotten to move to the new apartment last thursday, because i'm the only girl among the others, so i could only offer to cook =)

Cook up a satisfy meal to reward the rest for their hard work in setting up the new place.

Here are some pics.

1. Chefs of the night

2. What we cooked - forgot the picture of the salad

3.Someone's in-charge of dessert

- ( Hey but not eat them like tat.. doinks) =)

Forgot to take pics of the salad and fruits tat nite...

Even though it's a simple meal but it's rewarding.

My family loved it which is the most satisfying part of the whole thing =)

-[6.12.2007 - We moved to the new apartment and had a simple house warming]

相思病又发了!!!~

要加油，我会等你和我实现一起带四方帽的约定!!!

Out of the Blue

Within me, it's a struggle.

Within you, it's a stuggle.

When i asked you "why", there's no answer to it.

When you asked me "why", i forgot what i told you.

I also forgot what it meant to me and you.

Suddenly I don't know what i'm fighting for, do you?

True enough, the horoscope said that someone supportive will leave a lasting impression.

It did happened, and now I don't remember what i was fighting for...

You?

Suddenly i'm so tired that i don't even remember what was the lasting impression made but i'm just worried sick.

I guess you don't know..

Do you?

Everything should only leave in the silence of the air and let the night end with a "sigh"

Tea time with Gyn Gyn ..(Cheesecake Fanatic)

Since the successful attempt of the Mango Cheesecake, i've been having the "cheesecake craze" going on within myself. HEhehe.. and i've been trying to explore other deco for the cake, instead of just using mango.. it's gotten more and more creative slowly =)

Since Nidhi was leaving, going back to India for the summer break, I hanged out with them at their place during the whole saturday, so since i'm going over to their new place, hehe.. another reason for me to make cheesecake and bring it over to their place for tea time =)This time, instead of mangoes, i played around with the idea of using peaches.. hehe so it's improvised and now it's the Peach Cheesecake. Arpitha, Nidhi and the rest of the gang loved it and enjoyed the cheesecake very much. I'm truly glad =)

Next, because there were special request for cheesecake for guest coming on monday. :P another excuse for me to improvise again =) hehehe.. enjoy~~~~~

So on Sunday night, after a good dinner, the process repeats again.. making cheesecake .. YUM~

and this time, it looks like this..

This third cheesecake i've made so far in two weeks, was improvised by adding Oreo cookies into it.. hehe.. and now.. it's Oreo Cheesecake..

Guests enjoyed it.. and it also tasted good and YUMMY~~

Awesome cheesecake craze!!!~

So near yet so far

I've never spoken to you for so long on the phone before, it feels great.. But everytime i realise after a converation with you, I also feel the sense of regrets for telling you too much and letting you know what's on my mind too much. I'm glad we could talk but i'm also regretting of letting you know too much information.

I'm sorry if once again i pressure you.

The fear of losing you is now greater compared to previous times because the closer i get to you the more i fear the decision making day.

I apologize for being so selfish in wanting a specified time, but if i don't do that we all will get hurt further and i hope you understand.

We're always so near yet so far, it seems you're just right next to me and yet you're not. Sometimes it even feels real that you are there for me but I often wonder whether is it an illusion of the heart that it wants to see.

But no matter what it is, I hope we could talk it out and once again be there for each other again.
Because at the end of the day, you are still a friend that's very close to the heart.

No matter what happens, i'm glad you've at least once considered me, and i really appreciate that and by thinking of that sometimes cures fear by a little.

And I honestly am glad that these decisions are being thought of for the long run and I once again apologize for putting the pressure on you.

Thank you.

Results are out.

To keep it short and simple.

Results are out.

I'm not happy about it.

It has caused a lot of guilt within.

I know it's bothering me but i just don't want it to affect me.

Flashes of images are coming out in my mind about how will it be when i get back home next weekend.

No idea.

Worried.

Short and simple enough i believe.

Thank You

Horoscopes..

Today... overall a good day, did window shopping and scouted for furnitures, now just have to let good old daddy decide what he wants =) ..

After a few hours of scouting we decided to head back home .. avoid spending money outside.. =)

Hopped on the train with Shu Yunn to head back home and decided to read some newspapers.. As usual, my favourite is to slowly flip to the page where Sudoku and Horoscope readings are and then paused there and never moved on towards other pages.. today was no other...

While i read the horoscope, I found something rather ironic and just weird the way they spoke about today..

To you Mr. Pisces,
It says...

"The quality of relationships is determined by the time invested in them. Pick out people whose company you enjoy and focus on their needs or interests. Happiness comes from giving as much as receiving".

To me Ms. Virgo,
It says...

"As much as you dislike disruption, sudden developments work to your advantage. The moon in your sign favours acts of faith over analysis as the way forwards this weekend. Also, someone supportive could leave a lasting impression".

Though i don't know much about whether mine is true, but just as i was having thoughts of something similar to disruption when i read that, it was just.. weird...

And plus knowing the situation you're in where decisions have to be made, when i read your horoscope readings today.. it also felt ... weird....

As much as i find it weird in both of our readings, I guess it does make sense also in some kind of a weird way.

What do u think?

Your tactfulness has caused damaged!

Has it every occur to u that i'm also human that i sometimes have emotions and i'm not always happy. when u haven't spoken to me for so long, instead of asking "how are you"
you asked "when are you coming back" well i suddenly see the bright light that may shine upon me that u still care.. boy was i wrong!!!~

While i said i'm only coming back next weekend and i jokingly said "why? missing me already!" you harshly just said "you wish!~" the fact that u're being tactful already hurts and plus i wasn't in a good mood you just totally bruised me!~

Is it so hard to be nice to me? Have i done something so wrong to deserve your treatment this way? What's wrong with you?

It's a bad full stop to the end of today and u just pushed me even further and deeper into the gloom..

I wished i could cry when i felt like it but i just couldn't get it out of my system.. it's all reacting funny instead by the tingles on my body and the aches of my body.. goodness me.. (if YOU happen to read this, dont' worry it's not because of you that i could feel that down, YOU are seriously not worth my time anymore.. you just happened to make me feel worse than i already am feeling right now)

Being tactful is just NOT nice!~

Tonnes on my mind

Woke up this morning with tonnes on my mind, I've gotten the good news that the Occupancy Permit has been released, which means we're moving into the new apartment on time.. Which also in other words means that we're going to be really busy next week. I'm thinking of a way to do stuff this week first before anybody comes next week then we could just concentrate on moving. Meaning in other words, I've got to look for steam cleaning services, transfer my lines and also cancel my water supply account for this unit this week. hmmmm Where to start looking...

I've packed most of my stuff and just have to wait to transfer from one unit to the other..i better do a checklist ..

=)

Gyn gyn ... Hates Needles...

I went for my appointment this morning and realised that i've gotten the time wrong and had to wait till noon to see the doctor. and unfortunately to my liking i had to see a male doctor for my rashes.. while waiting to see the doctor i managed to play the piano for a while and had great quality time with the piano =) there after i met Shu Yunn for lunch and we did a little bit of shopping before I had to go see the doctor..throughout the whole outing and quality time the thought of howing my rash to the doctor just ..ugh.. (hate it) ..



Arrived slightly before my appointment time, was literally feeling just tired while waiting for the doctor. When finally it was my turn.. the doctor didn't wanted to give me some cream or some sort to cure the rash.. instead he suggested blood test to see whether i had any infections or something like tat... I am very very phobic towards needles.. or rather i'm extremely phobic towards needles.. I rejected the first offer, then after realising i'm not going to get some sort of cure for my rash other than taking antihistamine pills which i already did before seeing the doctor i said YES :(



the doctor clearly said that i would come back the next day for blood test, unfortunately again that the nurse said she'll do it today for me..



GOODNESS me.. i thought i could handle it by myself, I was SOO wrong.. i'm known to have small veins and hard to draw blood due to pass experiences, this is not good at all. STarted out with my left arm, the injected me and realise the blood is not flowing out smoothly, only filled a quarter of both tubes.. and because it was inefficient they had to switch arm.. She pulled out the needle without warning.. i actually .. almost almost screamed... Then out of the blue everything around me was turning.. the next minute i know i was lying on the floor of the clinic with my legs up..

The nurse knew tat if she let me go home and rest and come back the next day for more.. i would stress over it and it will get worse.. so we decided to get through with it one and for all.. but this time i lied down while she drew blood... luckily the second time was ok and they managed to draw the amount of blood they wanted....

i hate needles and i'm very afraid of them.. came back feeling drained.. took almost a 2 hour nap. woke out without appetite and rested early becuase i was also feeling very drained.. Yunn did mentioned that i really did look like a patient last nite.lolz..

Just to draw blood for rashes.. this is the first time.. and it better be ok..

Aimless but Stress

Good morning~ The sun is bright and shiny today and i's a good day to get out of the house. Unfortunately, initial plans are cancelled so hopefully i'll be able to book the piano room =)

Nothing much is going on lately, just plain boredom and i've become a couch potato, just watching tv everyday. Lately, my rashes are getting worse, showed my mum last night, she asked me to see the doctor straight away. So.. good girl me, made an appointment to see the doctor tomorrow morning. hehe.. Hopefully it's alright, I think it's no biggie just maybe stress over the release of results. My dad and grandpa will be coming to Aussie soon to help us move apartment and this time around a close friend decided to join us too. All the upcoming happy events are arriving and yet i fear that if my results are bad, it would not be all that happy. Ugh~ Results please please please be good. Seems like some people around me has already broke down because of the upcoming release of results. Hope everything is going to turn out right. Now i'm wondering what in the right mind made me take 4 core subjects last sem.Sigh~ I dread for that day =(

Another aimless day, in Melbourne.
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Someone just commented i flirt when i was just honestly wishing good luck and all the best from the heart. Rather disappointed. When things are at this point, there really isn't much to flirt about. My mood just dropped zero all of a sudden.

Why I let you affect me? Why ?

There's always been a struggle within, and i don't know how to speak it out. Am currently at crossroads. Too many of them..Sigh

My rashes outbreak is definitely due to overloading stress. No need to see doctor.. sigh~

GANBATTE~

为了要享受假期，考试要努力哦!!!

加油，加油，加油!!!!~~~

Results =(

Results are coming out soon in a few days, I'M REALLY NOT EXCITED ABOUT IT...

In less than a week, my results will tell me exactly what have i been up to during the semester and for that i'm afraid of it. This semester i've challenged myself to take all 4 core subjects and now i will have to sit and wait for the consequences of my decisions... sigh~

I think becuase of all the nerves that are breaking down before me, my skin is getting bad, rashes on my arms are just weird, I've not have this before and am always having gastric. Goodness me... there's a contradicting feeling that i want it to come out a.s.a.p so that i can get it over and done with it and another feeling is that just dont' let me know my results..

sigh~ Pls pray for the results to be alright, I can't take another heart breaking results again...

....

Your seriousness has taken me aback, I didn't know what i said will pressure you this much. I keep telling you that for now put yourself ahead of others, think of exams before anything else but it seems that i've made you think.

I must admit that i've not seen this side of you before, so serious all of a sudden. But i want you to know that there is really no rush into all this as it will just get messy. It's not that i will run away, I will wait patiently for decisions being made and no matter what is it I'm sure your decisions are being respected.

Take time out for yourself, i know it's too heavy of a burden on your shoulders.

I'm sorry for putting you through this..

This is all i need to know for now =)

No matter what will happen, no matter what is next for me.

Whatever you said today is all i need to know for now..

Live your life first .. do what you think it's important before making decisions.

For now, put yourself ahead of others =)

Love always.

A fine line.

Last night owee spent the night at my place, as usual when we bunk at each other's place, we'll end up speaking our hearts out.

My room became a space without secrets..

There is a line she said that i think it makes a lot of sense..

" There is a fine line between love and responsibilities"

Do you think it make sense?

Want to dine with gyn gyn again?

Last night, I had some friends over for dinner as they're graduating soon and we're no longer going to hang out like this anymore. So i've decided to cook up a meal. Despite that i was trying new recipes but it all turned out good. Because of that, i'm so on top of the world now =)

GOOD FOOD~~

Welcome to dine with gyngyn again =)

The grocery i bought yesterday was at least as heavy as my luggage to gold coast. lolz

LOOK!~

Then comes dinner that night.

On the menu was

1.Mash potatoes

2. Tuna and Macaroni Mornay

3. Roast Chicken with stuffings

4. Salad

5. Mango Cheesecake..

Out of 5 dishes, 3 were new recipes and it all turned out good and my friends enjoyed it.. SO HAPPY!!~

The picture above i've already cut the roast chicken into pieces ady =) Drooling yet people??? :P

Here comes the Mango Cheesecake first attempt in process..When it's being served.... YUMMMMM~~~~ it was finished on the spot.

I had satisfied friends last night so i'm glad =) ..

Dine with me once again~