Graduation

it's a official fullstop to this chapter of my life. thank you to everyone that has made this happen for me so far.

I thank God for making this day as good as it could possibly get(forecasts said it would storm today but it didnt' at all). I've got no complains at all =)

thank you for all those who has been praying at home, wishing for my best, and being there for me.

love you guys loads!

P.S: will upload th photos as soon as i get them uploaded..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNE!!!

Anne's officially 21!!!

we've celebrated at her place and she cooked up a feast that night, even though i haven't collected the pictures of that night..

I shall share with you guys the gift that we got her that i absolutely adored =)

Hand picked the combo of flowers.. love love love..HAnd made birthday card too.. adore adore adore.. :P

HAppy birthday to anne again!!!!! loves loads

3706

=) life's nothing much but a bed of roses for now until next year..

and loving it..

looking forward to see mum and bro soon who's coming next week..

i guess time really does pass faster when u're less stress..

currently am living on the 37th floor, i wake up to and sleep with the view of the city since last week.

all is good..

but now i have another worry tho, if my days are going to continue like tat i'll put on weight!!!!

On days when i'm not working, i literally sit home, and sleep =.=''

days have got to pick up otherwise...... i'll need an XL seat to fit my ass... dotz...

Finally...

The nerves that was affecting everything i was attempting to do for the pass few weeks..

Finally~ guys, i'm coming home with a degree in my hands!!!!!!!!!!!

Still in a disbelieve state of mind, i've been checking my results for so many times, true enough that the paper i was damn worried about i didn't do really well for it.. but the rest was satisfying!

I now can sleep at night, i now can shop till i drop (well, dropped dy :P) , i can do whatever i want without worrying whether my parents will make a worth while trip this time!!!!

The moment the time came, i dropped everything i was doing and just sat in front of the comp, after i checked my results, i went jumping for joy with Sher..

the moment i called home to delivered news, for the first time, i knew what was tears of joy is about =) tho i might 've frightened a few ppl before hand (sorry)


It has been a outstanding year for me, and i hope to be able to keep this up next year.

I just want to say thank you to everyone that's been there for me when i was worried sick, and doubting myself.

To those who has made my uni days easier, you know who you are, thank you guys so much, and also a special thanks to my bro and seing wan for being there..

Especially Sher! Thank you loads for being here and accompanying me to wait for results. LOVES LOADS.. muaxxies

oh and not forgeting to those that has been praying hard for me back home! loves loves

I'm a graduand now!!!!! woooooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~

I'm looking forward to see everyone back home =)

冤枉

我已经在你身边，尽心尽力的帮助你，还有时候伤害了自己，你既然说我做得不好。

不止如此， 你还说我挺会选好的东西。

从你那儿来，还真的很冤枉。我已经尽力而为了。对我而言，我重来没有做过不应该的事。

你们的所作所为，我还替你们维护，到头来，是我被挨骂，你们也看不见 我的用心良苦。

感觉现在只有两个子可以形容我的感觉。。。。

不爽!

Thoughts..dreams.. anything lar~ :P

Sometimes it is very contradicting on what the elders at home say.. dont you agree???

It's been a week since i last chat with my mum .. then yesterday when we first started webcam, the first thing she said was.. " oi.. ur hair soooooo long dy!!!"

dotz.. like i dont know.. i replied " the last time i say i go cut, u say wait a lill while more to go home and cut"..

See the contradicting part :P lolz.. then she "ya lo ya lo".. So funny lar..

and the night before, i had a dream, Granddaddy was picking me up from tuition.. (no idea which time zone i was at)...then we went to buy Nasi lemak.. before hand.. "dont buy too much.." then when i came back into the car with Nasi lemak..he said again "so little enough meh?? your yeye no need to eat?"

lolzz.. then i woke up after that..

Have been wanting to go home since.. god knows when.. !!! so now alot of dreams lar, thoughts lar.. anything lar~~~~~~~~ (so M'sian now)

Furthermore, my bro is leaving on wednesday all ready to go home!!! :( envy envy envy..
So terrible.. everybody's leaving for home..

On the other note, it's good also that i'm not home so soon.. results are coming out soon, i dread it but yet i can't wait for it.. the nerves are wrecking me up.. i couldn't stop thinking of the damn thing.. which is soooo annoying!

Let's pray that it woulsn't be as gloomy as the weather here in melbourne....

Everybody cross fingers!!!~

(P.s: mum so gonna kill me when she sees this post when i said she's contradicting :P but hey mum.. U KNOW I LOVE YOU!!!~ muaxxies) :P

Sore fingers =)

Attention to all.. lolz.. i am not torturing myself in Melbourne ok.. i'm doing alright =) lolz..

The reason why i have sore fingers (a thumb and an index finger to be exact) is because when the Tan family came for dinner i over ambitious tried to make the dumplings look pretty.. it took me a while.. but i guess.. to my delight... IT DID!!!

U judge!!!

I'm so proud of my new recipe.. or rather new "look" for pork dumplings.. lolz

Unfortunately, we were all too busy having dinner that night i totally forgot to take photo of what i've cooked .. meh..

lolz.. another time then :P

Reunion..

A brief and short dinner to keep in touch is always good after such a long while since everybody's busy =)

I've not seen Owee for more than a month because of exams.. and only during her graduation was only a short while but because i was sick as well that time.. there wasn't much catching up going on..

Today's dinner was a short but sweet ..
The usuals.. Universal for Italian and then Fredo's for gelato.. what we love the best =)

Break!

Since it's holidays, i guess this blog deserves some attention from me.. i've been rather lazy to update.. lolz..

Well since holidays started i've not been up to anything special but just had some catch up sessions..

Furthermore, Uncle Tan and family is here.. so we just spent time and spent time.. today Fong yi cooked Nasi Lemak.. YUM YUM.. we were so hungry, we basically finished almost everything..

Now.. i'll just let some pictures do the talking..

First, it was my attempt of shopping after exams.. went to Brunswick st and had brunch with Leon and Avril.. good brunch..lousy shopping experience, we were there the whole day.. didn't get anything AT ALL.. isn't that sad???

Oh well, at least it's an outing =) but funny enough i was even feeling sleepy during shopping.. =.=''

pls forgive uncle leon.. lolz. he's too hungry.. he has no time to even smile for one picture..meh..The next spending time session was with the Tan family.. we went to the beach today.. and had dinner.. hehe NASI LEMAK!!!!!!!!!!! to die for..(thank you fong yi for such a great meal).

**now they're coming over on thursday.. dotz.. what am i going to cook!!!! After the nasi lemak.. pressure pressure..**

The spread of the nite.. and a bunch of hungry souls.. lolz=) that's all for now.. hope there would be more photos to come for more spending-time-sessions

Loves

Random

Remember i said i cut my finger a week ago???

i dont know why i think now i'm a little phobic towards washing the knife, even the house knife, and i try to avoid washing the sushi knife as much as i can..

sometiems when i see the wound, i'll still get the shivers and start picturing the way i slide my finger to the knife.. it gives me shivers............ and i feel as though the soar and pain from picturing it..

YUCK~

ok .. i'm already scared of needles.. TO TOP IT UP now it's knifes... OMG.. if this goes on.. i'll be scared of every damn utensil i need to possibly use..

Meh..~ just being a little random and wanting to whine.. bear a lill ok .. =)

Dotz....

Dotz

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no idea how to react

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HAPPY

Happy that exams' over however am still worrying about the result which determines the fate..

Happy that holidays are here and i can do anything and nothing all at once

Happy that we could now waste time

Happy that time would pass "wastefully" and i'll be home soon

Happy that i've influenced my bro to watch Stairway to Heaven.. he's so hooked..

Happy now that i'm free....

am also .. HAPPILY counting down the days i'll be home..

Happy ~~~

空虚

考完试了，已经完毕了，希望我能够毕业。
感觉考到很差。
感觉很空虚，没快乐的感觉。

发生了一些事情，心情很混乱。
心情闷闷的。。。

An open wound

Yesterday as i was at work, as usual i was doing my own thing, washing and cleaning.. but this time i was totally smart enough to slice my finger with the JUST sharpened sushi knife..

since i know alot of people wont enjoy me telling them on MSN so i shall blog it out.. gross people out.. i'm so bad now :P

After i slice my finger, i was still zoning and in my own world until i realise it was freaking pain and bleeding non stop. the chef saw me quickly had to put the plaster on to stop the bleeding because me pressing against it doesn't seem to work, rather "smart" to wash the knife that way and get myself sliced wide open like tat with blood gushing out.. lolz

mm i know it's bad of me to be in my own world most of the time, and zoning out lately and losing stream of thoughts, but no idea why it's happening. i'm just not focus.. see wat happens if u handle knife and not focused while doing it..

TADAA~~

the bleeding stopped, and now it looks like i have a cold and pale finger..

3 cuts already on each of my 3 fingers, there was previous 1 knife cut as well after i sharpened the knife and the other was a cut i dont' know where it came about.. lolz..

I've been so "smart" nowadays, it would be rather likely to do the same for the rest of the 7 fingers.. HAHAHA

Apart from War =)

Due to the long gap between our papers and the rest has finished their exams. We also did more than just studying =) we spend time ... Darl JR is already leaving.. we just had to take up all her packing time!~ lolz

Since she promised to cook for me.. it was a treat to the rest :P see how she spread the love around.. and everyone was very satisfied with that meal =) Thanks babe.. have a safe journey back home .. will miss u loads
Her famous dish... Braised pork.


After our meals.. it was spending time, spending time and spending more time =)

There would be a few more days till its my turn to say i'm free!!~ =) can't wait... i want to go home too~~~~~~~

The remainings of War!!~~

To alot of people this is already the end.. even to dearie Wy Quin, she finishes today... left only a few of us..DREADING this subject.. i want to finish and put a note to an end to this semester man!!!!~

Even studying also is dreadful..

By the time she reads this post, it'll most likely be "freedom" for her already!~ envy envyLeft me.. and my textbook!!!~yet still looking forward to finish it =)

Changes

Every once in a while, you would always sit back and think of how life will be if things are a little different. This is another one of my random thoughts i have today, that how would things be if until now i have not gotten over old changes that has already been a while.

A few months ago, i think i was a rather depressed person, who would try to occupy as much time as i can before anything is allowed to go wrong. Always thought that things will be difficult. After the first semester ended, and when certain changes in life has sink in, i wasn't exactly going through a pleasant phase in this chapter of my life.

Words of comfort do not come often as i dont really share much of what exactly am i feeling. furthermore, at times it is difficult to tell someone and when i finally do it wasn't a good time either. Times when i used to cry so much that i could feel my lungs almost pouring out, it was horrible. For those who really know what's going on, it was hard for them to place words of comfort as it would be easier said than done, and i cherish every effort that was made to make me feel better as i know how is it to have come from the other side. No doubt i miss old times and hate changes.

However, there came a day when i let my guards down, for once allow myself to truly accept changes, i found the transition phase much easier, and i saw a prettier picture from there. Now there's so much of laughters going on everywhere i go, things even look happier everywhere.

I won't say that i like and accept changes now easily but I guess changes in life happen for a reason, and they dont exactly change, they just move on from where they are. If you look at it this way, even the clouds smiles at you at times =) hehe
To top it all up, finally now, i realised what i want to cherish, moments, and also realised what i am looking forward to.
Looking forward to love, to friendships that will last, to more upcoming happily ever afters.

Friends

come and go in our lives,

but few find places deep in our hearts,

that we know that they will always be with us.

Someone told me that once, now i really know what it means.

Sometimes~

I think i should be at peace at myself... i've looked back at old pictures, we've all come a long way, regardless of how we look now, but comparing to those old photos.. OMG.... we definitely should be at peace with ourselves..

I just got the old pictures of my high school prom from Zyn a few weeks ago.. looking at it.. LOOK how much we've changed...

2003 SMK BU "Melodies of Life"Spot me... *faints*...

Then came.. 2005 Mufy Grad BallSpot me again..*faints*The latest Monash "Spring Elegance" Ball 2008..

Look how much we've changed!!!~

especially in the gap of 5 years.. look at my gfs and i... we definitely came a long way~~~

now u know why i said we should cherish what we have and be at peace???

PEACE!!~ lolz.. being a little random

In the process of WAR~

Every semester, during the study period, we'll somehow manage to take photos of our "hardcore" ness lolz...

Sometimes looks as though very ganas in studying..

By fact..

only we know :P

look how happy we are.. that's called.. STAYING POSITIVE FOR WAR~ (sounds wrong )