for those who's been following the blog long enough would've remember that i wrote a post by story telling my childhood crush experience.
it was quite a while ago =) by the end of that post, there was i suppose an open ending to it..
To be continued...
=) at 071207, they kissed, that was when everything else started, it was a start of good memories and a start of a great relationship.
eventually she found the heartbeat she never thought she would have, the relationship was going the distance even though they were apart. no doubt there were arguments, fights and also cold wars, but all those have brought them to know each other better.
They've shared a relationship that she thought would never happened as for her she had never believed much in a distance relationship.
haha, by fact, he thought her to believe in alot more than just distance relationships.throughout the whole journey, he just made it work for the better. She realised that he is for now everything she's been looking for. Obviously at one point in time where she tot of giving up, but by deciding to hold it through, she fell into it all over again.
When a year later of ups and downs, they both met each other 's families, where she finally overcomed the fear of meeting the parents. everything seemed very much of a perfect relationship that ppl would look forward to =)
But due to certain circumstances, the relationship took a sharp turn and ended a week ago. (I shall not reveal too much of it here).
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I've got to admit that this turning point of the relationship was very unexpected but today as i write this blog, we've decided to become friends and part for the better =) Even though i'd much prefer an alternative ending rather than this but i guess we've created much memories to be cherished in time to come ... ^^
For what i think right now is that i would rather want back a friend that i've known for 12 years rather than lose a boyfriend for a year and lose touch.
I guess he's given me the best that he could and i guess the best is all i could ask for =)
Before the new year comes, we shall make things better and just cherish what we had before and move on to a better year ahead with much more uncertainties to face and goals to achieve. Let there still be love, forgiveness and most important of all a friendship.
There goes the saying if it's meant to be then it is meant to be..
To you: Hope you'll find what you're looking for and thank you for being part of this chapter that have created wonderful memories to be cherished. love always =)
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