it's been a long and productive day.. obviously tired.. however, things at work is getting a little more ridiculous today... to start off the day at work, wasn't so much of a complain but it started out so frightening, my day then became longer and more tired.
i told myself more than just twice to "bring it on" and face work head on.. obviously positive attitudes were suppose to bring positive outcomes.. i guess it worked but i thought it would be a little better than out of 9 people in the shop including me, more than one would ask wat's my name.
yes.. only 1 asked ...sigh~ the rest was "ei.. do this.. ei do that..." =.=''
as usual i had to take the key to the locker to put my bag before i start work, and by doing that i had to open a cupboard which was at the kitchen area to grabs keys. this time around, as i opened the cupboard, i dont know wat the hell happened, a vegie knife fell out from it.. and i was so shocked that i pulled my hands back.. luckily it didn't hit anybody...
pls tell me how would u have reacted at 9 something in the morning while opening a cupboard and a vegie knife just dropped out of the cupboard bigger than the one you have at home?
i promised and sweared i didn't make a sound when i saw that but my eyes just popped and i stared at one of the chefs beside me who looked back. after standing still a while, i moved on to do things, reassuring things will get better..
however, because i'm the only left hander, i had to be extra careful, extra aware of my surroundings and how i do things..by trying my very best again this time.. i touched the heater at the hot food session.. sigh.. and again i pulled my hands back in a hurry.. although nothing happened.. and no one knew.. but it hurts till now
later on..someone commented at the back "我们这里，跌东西，真的是 "大惊小怪" (i didn't put tat knife there ok.. and if u saw a knife dropped infront of u also will scared lar!)
sigh...
to make things more hurtful in a day, i am usually known to do things quick and neat in the kitchen, but everything i did today seemed slow to them... i tried so hard doing as much as i can and as quick as i can without making mistakes.. i think it iimproved in the end but i feel extremely exhausted today.. cuz i can't tell no one at work...
suddenly feel very suffocated inside...无奈。
