a little bad luck

today was overall a great day, met up with my cousins and aunties.. so happy to see them here in melbourne, it brings a great sense of home back to u and u just miss being around family..

in the evening, i felt something weird poking my finger.. like a wire.. T>T and when i took a look.. my ring broke T>T

the ring i've been wearing for so many years, hardly ever removing from my finger, older than i am.. broke .... GAH!~

sigh such a pretty little thing .. so wasted.. MUST get it fixed.. MUST MUST MUST!!!!

not only it's pretty, it has such significant meaning and story behind it ..=)

in short, if this knot-ring has not done its magic 24 years ago, i wouldn't be here today.. there would not be me.. hehehe

fix fix fix fix.. hopefully i would get it fixed and wear it again.. but sadly to say, it's going back to m'sia and dunno when is it coming back.. T>T

my knot !!!! now my finger feels so bare T>T

a little bad luck .. sigh~ and a little devastated too..

ok.. spot the ring.. T>T so sad! but a bit small hoh.. nvm.. lolz..still a PRETTTTYYY picture =)

A brother's wise words..

Today as we were watching movie, as usual i get a little blur and lost in the midst of the movie, so i tend to not get some conversation that are very meaningful.

My brother then heard a line where it says..

"the universe makes your heart expands when it goes through so much pain =)"

"your heart grows bigger as it closes"

well it just basically means.. when someone gets hurt, they would eventually have to open their heart for someone else to heal and recover, and when that happens, your heart accepts someone new and closes to a bigger heart.

Pretty meaningful line isnt' it =)

It somehow gave a little comfortable feeling after hearing that. Hope you guys feel the same way too =)

Till then...

Funny~

I saw this advertisement and i tot it's funny and nice to share..

"How the Average Student Spends 3 Years of Their Time"

251 hours wishing for MORE money.

137 hours in front of a MIRROR pulling poses.

52 hours studying.

19 hours making INSTANT NOODLES.

6 hours queuing for festival toilets.

2 minutes paying bills.

.....

so true right??? hehe

tell me they've made ur heart skip a beat!

Cookie!!!!Cocoa!!! (No longer.. cuz it's too long Ooh - ree -oo)

it did for me =)

so cute!!~!!!

Updates =)

it's been a while since i updated my blog.. lolz..i've had so much things to do .. so much to adapt to.. still adapting..

i just realised that now i hv evening classes, i really dont know how to adapt to dinner times @@

all my classes are during dinner times, so it's either i have really late dinners or really early dinners.. aiseh.. how to sit down and hv dinner at home during these days =.='' anyhows.. will worry about that later.. haha..

ok.. updates.. lately i've been busy chasing after my applications for pr and jobs. today i could finally say.. the major hassle is COMPLETE. all i need to do now is find a job =.=''

now hv to focus on getting the momentum of studying back.. and make sure i do good and do this course justice!

lol... out of the blue sound so semangat..

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how can i be so careless!~!!!!!! so clumsy!!!!

bah.. so angry at myself .. was filling up some forms with loads of information... i just have to "SMARTLY" off my laptop..

isnt' that the smartest thing i've done thus far ??? GOODNESS ME and i've actually filled so much information... so GERAM !!!!

now i got to start ALL OVER AGAIN! i'll make sure to not do it at night and also with a cup of KOPI-O KAO.. next to me so that i'm alert.. bah~

Back in Melbourne...

i've been back in melbourne for more than a week already, i flew back on v'day as most of u know.. it wasn't a good time to say goodbye this time, it seemed much more painful than it usually is.. it was rather dreadful to come back here but since it's my own decision i shall not blame anyone for it =)

every second at the airport was a dreadful experience, right from the moment i left home..

and the moment when i was on my seat ready to leave the country i call home .. i put on the Ipod.. it just played "A Perfectly Good Heart" by Taylor Swift.. memories and emotions came gushing as it played...

[Chorus 1:]Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.

And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.

No matter what you say, I still can't believe

That you would walk away.

It don't make sense to me, but:

[Repeat Chorus 1:]Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

It's not unbroken anymore.

How do I get it back the way it was before?

it's been a truly long long long long holiday this time around, not in terms of the actualy time, i meant it felt like a long holiday...

i guess we just dont "snap out of it" nor do we " move on" that easy but i guess we learn to grow stronger as time passes by.. to who u are.. i know u're going through the very same thing. Be strong ok.. u know i'm always here for u as how u are for me =) love you loads babe..


life back here has been a little hectic but very much productive.. now it's only a matter of time that i get my own stuff settled and those that are pending complete =)



when i have the mood to =), i'll update more pictures of our wifey's first week in melbourne..