it's been a while that i never update my blog. oh anyhow, there's nothing much interesting to write as most of you would know we're approaching exam period so everyone is very caught up in doing what they do best =) study! (procrastinate i mean :P)
Today on the way back home, i suddenly had this thought. something to share about...
I realised i'm about to close a chapter of my life. next year i'll be moving on to a new chapter of my life. am still pondering whether it would be something to look forward to as i guess the more i look forward to it the more i'll panic that i can't get through this semester.
Almost everyone i know back in college has closed this chapter of their life.. i'm about to do the same. Throughout this semester, i've learned alot, grown alot, although it wasn't pretty most of the time but it has definitely brought me new perspectives to life and the definition of friends. It was a bit late in this semester when i finally found something more than classes to look forward to in uni. I thank the stars for this.
For now, even though some questions are still yet to be answered but i believe it'll get there soon.
I also suddenly remembered that Gaya passed away around this time of the year. i can't help but to remember i called her on week 13.. which actually sometimes make week 13 to dread of.
Sigh, she is definitely at a better place now, just living her European dream =)
For just a little while, emotions are running within where words are just not found to describe such feelings, it's not a sad feeling, it's not a happy feeling either..
For just a little while, there are so many things i want to do and yet i realised i can't be a superhero all the time..tired...
For just a little while, i wished i was everywhere doing everything all at once..
For just a little while...
1 comment:
be happy girl..i like to read your thought as it make me know u better. take good care. missing you and hope everything going smoothly for you. life is something we can cheer if we know how to look its beauty. girl you recorded your life in the picture and write down each story of each picture and all this prove that you are living and sharing with us exp me let me feel good.
haha in conclusion just simply want to say thanks to you for let us reading story with you and share your sadness and happiness. try jump out and talk with him as a good friend and not gf.may be u will find out more. just some suggestion from me as sometime we always let ourself in a box and can't see the scene outside the box...all the best and good luck...always thr for u...if u need someone...hehe can't borrow u a shoulder so someone thr who read this message do help me take care of her ya..haha...:P
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