A few months ago, i think i was a rather depressed person, who would try to occupy as much time as i can before anything is allowed to go wrong. Always thought that things will be difficult. After the first semester ended, and when certain changes in life has sink in, i wasn't exactly going through a pleasant phase in this chapter of my life.
Words of comfort do not come often as i dont really share much of what exactly am i feeling. furthermore, at times it is difficult to tell someone and when i finally do it wasn't a good time either. Times when i used to cry so much that i could feel my lungs almost pouring out, it was horrible. For those who really know what's going on, it was hard for them to place words of comfort as it would be easier said than done, and i cherish every effort that was made to make me feel better as i know how is it to have come from the other side. No doubt i miss old times and hate changes.
However, there came a day when i let my guards down, for once allow myself to truly accept changes, i found the transition phase much easier, and i saw a prettier picture from there. Now there's so much of laughters going on everywhere i go, things even look happier everywhere.
I won't say that i like and accept changes now easily but I guess changes in life happen for a reason, and they dont exactly change, they just move on from where they are. If you look at it this way, even the clouds smiles at you at times =) hehe
To top it all up, finally now, i realised what i want to cherish, moments, and also realised what i am looking forward to.
Looking forward to love, to friendships that will last, to more upcoming happily ever afters.
Friends
come and go in our lives,
but few find places deep in our hearts,
that we know that they will always be with us.
Someone told me that once, now i really know what it means.
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