today...遍体鳞伤

it's been a long and productive day.. obviously tired.. however, things at work is getting a little more ridiculous today... to start off the day at work, wasn't so much of a complain but it started out so frightening, my day then became longer and more tired.

i told myself more than just twice to "bring it on" and face work head on.. obviously positive attitudes were suppose to bring positive outcomes.. i guess it worked but i thought it would be a little better than out of 9 people in the shop including me, more than one would ask wat's my name.

yes.. only 1 asked ...sigh~ the rest was "ei.. do this.. ei do that..." =.=''

as usual i had to take the key to the locker to put my bag before i start work, and by doing that i had to open a cupboard which was at the kitchen area to grabs keys. this time around, as i opened the cupboard, i dont know wat the hell happened, a vegie knife fell out from it.. and i was so shocked that i pulled my hands back.. luckily it didn't hit anybody...

pls tell me how would u have reacted at 9 something in the morning while opening a cupboard and a vegie knife just dropped out of the cupboard bigger than the one you have at home?

i promised and sweared i didn't make a sound when i saw that but my eyes just popped and i stared at one of the chefs beside me who looked back. after standing still a while, i moved on to do things, reassuring things will get better..

however, because i'm the only left hander, i had to be extra careful, extra aware of my surroundings and how i do things..by trying my very best again this time.. i touched the heater at the hot food session.. sigh.. and again i pulled my hands back in a hurry.. although nothing happened.. and no one knew.. but it hurts till now

later on..someone commented at the back "我们这里，跌东西，真的是 "大惊小怪" (i didn't put tat knife there ok.. and if u saw a knife dropped infront of u also will scared lar!)

sigh...

to make things more hurtful in a day, i am usually known to do things quick and neat in the kitchen, but everything i did today seemed slow to them... i tried so hard doing as much as i can and as quick as i can without making mistakes.. i think it iimproved in the end but i feel extremely exhausted today.. cuz i can't tell no one at work...

suddenly feel very suffocated inside...无奈。

it's back =)

the ring's back.. but unfortunately it looks very fragile!!!! still in love with it...yay!!!!!!

心情记录

喜欢一个人应该是在明。。。勇敢的说。。。就算被拒绝也必须大胆的面对。

一段感情如果在暗，两个人需要多少的勇气才能够一步一步的往前走?

一段感情的开始和结束，无论如何，都算是缘分，如果有了缘分，勇气就必定的武器向前冲。。

如果真的缺乏勇气的话，就必须问一下自己，这份缘分对你有多重要。

你，流泪了，痛了, 如果选择继续走下去的话 =) 也是一种勇气! 加油!!!

在这么晚的夜里。。。心想着。。

心痛两个字。。这么写?

想着。。。厌倦两个字。。这么写??

想着烦恼这么解。。。

你能告诉我吗?

为何。。。

找不回些感觉。。。

难道因为事情的改变而变吗???

值得被珍惜的东西， 慢慢走远了吗???

是我想太多吗? 但总觉得不是我想太多。。。

这应该才是事实的开始。

Days like this...

some of the days u just feel like staying home, you just feel like sleeping the whole day.. you just feel like lazing and being a useless person at home..

that's how i feel today..

falling asleep last nite very motivated to complete my workload as soon as possible.. today waking up to a whole different perspective which is laziness :S....

=.=

must try to survive without a caffeinated system ... it's like drugs .. only function with it and not without it.. B.A.D

and as i'm typing this posts and having a cup of coffee at 5 pm .. i'm getting ready to go for class soon.. grr...why classes are all so late =.=''

H.E.C.T.I.C

as d title said.. it's been one hell of a week and more to come ~~~it's unfortunately not over yet for me.. sigh.. but anyhow...

DO YOU believe that a compliment a day keeps the spirits high up and away??? :P