I love you for supporting me for making me feel that i understand you..
I hate you for confusing me about what i want at times and feel that you're complicated..
this love and hate relationship makes me look forward to see you more and more often...
dear law, pls do make me love u more rather than hate u .. i need to pull through this..
4/30/09
4/27/09
4/20/09
today...遍体鳞伤
it's been a long and productive day.. obviously tired.. however, things at work is getting a little more ridiculous today... to start off the day at work, wasn't so much of a complain but it started out so frightening, my day then became longer and more tired.
i told myself more than just twice to "bring it on" and face work head on.. obviously positive attitudes were suppose to bring positive outcomes.. i guess it worked but i thought it would be a little better than out of 9 people in the shop including me, more than one would ask wat's my name.
yes.. only 1 asked ...sigh~ the rest was "ei.. do this.. ei do that..." =.=''
as usual i had to take the key to the locker to put my bag before i start work, and by doing that i had to open a cupboard which was at the kitchen area to grabs keys. this time around, as i opened the cupboard, i dont know wat the hell happened, a vegie knife fell out from it.. and i was so shocked that i pulled my hands back.. luckily it didn't hit anybody...
pls tell me how would u have reacted at 9 something in the morning while opening a cupboard and a vegie knife just dropped out of the cupboard bigger than the one you have at home?
i promised and sweared i didn't make a sound when i saw that but my eyes just popped and i stared at one of the chefs beside me who looked back. after standing still a while, i moved on to do things, reassuring things will get better..
however, because i'm the only left hander, i had to be extra careful, extra aware of my surroundings and how i do things..by trying my very best again this time.. i touched the heater at the hot food session.. sigh.. and again i pulled my hands back in a hurry.. although nothing happened.. and no one knew.. but it hurts till now
later on..someone commented at the back "我们这里，跌东西，真的是 "大惊小怪" (i didn't put tat knife there ok.. and if u saw a knife dropped infront of u also will scared lar!)
sigh...
to make things more hurtful in a day, i am usually known to do things quick and neat in the kitchen, but everything i did today seemed slow to them... i tried so hard doing as much as i can and as quick as i can without making mistakes.. i think it iimproved in the end but i feel extremely exhausted today.. cuz i can't tell no one at work...
suddenly feel very suffocated inside...无奈。
i told myself more than just twice to "bring it on" and face work head on.. obviously positive attitudes were suppose to bring positive outcomes.. i guess it worked but i thought it would be a little better than out of 9 people in the shop including me, more than one would ask wat's my name.
yes.. only 1 asked ...sigh~ the rest was "ei.. do this.. ei do that..." =.=''
as usual i had to take the key to the locker to put my bag before i start work, and by doing that i had to open a cupboard which was at the kitchen area to grabs keys. this time around, as i opened the cupboard, i dont know wat the hell happened, a vegie knife fell out from it.. and i was so shocked that i pulled my hands back.. luckily it didn't hit anybody...
pls tell me how would u have reacted at 9 something in the morning while opening a cupboard and a vegie knife just dropped out of the cupboard bigger than the one you have at home?
i promised and sweared i didn't make a sound when i saw that but my eyes just popped and i stared at one of the chefs beside me who looked back. after standing still a while, i moved on to do things, reassuring things will get better..
however, because i'm the only left hander, i had to be extra careful, extra aware of my surroundings and how i do things..by trying my very best again this time.. i touched the heater at the hot food session.. sigh.. and again i pulled my hands back in a hurry.. although nothing happened.. and no one knew.. but it hurts till now
later on..someone commented at the back "我们这里，跌东西，真的是 "大惊小怪" (i didn't put tat knife there ok.. and if u saw a knife dropped infront of u also will scared lar!)
sigh...
to make things more hurtful in a day, i am usually known to do things quick and neat in the kitchen, but everything i did today seemed slow to them... i tried so hard doing as much as i can and as quick as i can without making mistakes.. i think it iimproved in the end but i feel extremely exhausted today.. cuz i can't tell no one at work...
suddenly feel very suffocated inside...无奈。
4/19/09
it's back =)
the ring's back.. but unfortunately it looks very fragile!!!! still in love with it...yay!!!!!!
4/15/09
心情记录
喜欢一个人应该是在明。。。勇敢的说。。。就算被拒绝也必须大胆的面对。
一段感情如果在暗，两个人需要多少的勇气才能够一步一步的往前走?
一段感情的开始和结束，无论如何，都算是缘分，如果有了缘分，勇气就必定的武器向前冲。。
如果真的缺乏勇气的话，就必须问一下自己，这份缘分对你有多重要。
你，流泪了，痛了, 如果选择继续走下去的话 =) 也是一种勇气! 加油!!!
一段感情如果在暗，两个人需要多少的勇气才能够一步一步的往前走?
一段感情的开始和结束，无论如何，都算是缘分，如果有了缘分，勇气就必定的武器向前冲。。
如果真的缺乏勇气的话，就必须问一下自己，这份缘分对你有多重要。
你，流泪了，痛了, 如果选择继续走下去的话 =) 也是一种勇气! 加油!!!
4/9/09
4/8/09
Days like this...
some of the days u just feel like staying home, you just feel like sleeping the whole day.. you just feel like lazing and being a useless person at home..
that's how i feel today..
falling asleep last nite very motivated to complete my workload as soon as possible.. today waking up to a whole different perspective which is laziness :S....
=.=
must try to survive without a caffeinated system ... it's like drugs .. only function with it and not without it.. B.A.D
and as i'm typing this posts and having a cup of coffee at 5 pm .. i'm getting ready to go for class soon.. grr...why classes are all so late =.=''
4/2/09
H.E.C.T.I.C
as d title said.. it's been one hell of a week and more to come ~~~it's unfortunately not over yet for me.. sigh.. but anyhow...
DO YOU believe that a compliment a day keeps the spirits high up and away??? :P
DO YOU believe that a compliment a day keeps the spirits high up and away??? :P
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