it's been a long and productive day.. obviously tired.. however, things at work is getting a little more ridiculous today... to start off the day at work, wasn't so much of a complain but it started out so frightening, my day then became longer and more tired.
i told myself more than just twice to "bring it on" and face work head on.. obviously positive attitudes were suppose to bring positive outcomes.. i guess it worked but i thought it would be a little better than out of 9 people in the shop including me, more than one would ask wat's my name.
yes.. only 1 asked ...sigh~ the rest was "ei.. do this.. ei do that..." =.=''
as usual i had to take the key to the locker to put my bag before i start work, and by doing that i had to open a cupboard which was at the kitchen area to grabs keys. this time around, as i opened the cupboard, i dont know wat the hell happened, a vegie knife fell out from it.. and i was so shocked that i pulled my hands back.. luckily it didn't hit anybody...
pls tell me how would u have reacted at 9 something in the morning while opening a cupboard and a vegie knife just dropped out of the cupboard bigger than the one you have at home?
i promised and sweared i didn't make a sound when i saw that but my eyes just popped and i stared at one of the chefs beside me who looked back. after standing still a while, i moved on to do things, reassuring things will get better..
however, because i'm the only left hander, i had to be extra careful, extra aware of my surroundings and how i do things..by trying my very best again this time.. i touched the heater at the hot food session.. sigh.. and again i pulled my hands back in a hurry.. although nothing happened.. and no one knew.. but it hurts till now
later on..someone commented at the back "我们这里，跌东西，真的是 "大惊小怪" (i didn't put tat knife there ok.. and if u saw a knife dropped infront of u also will scared lar!)
sigh...
to make things more hurtful in a day, i am usually known to do things quick and neat in the kitchen, but everything i did today seemed slow to them... i tried so hard doing as much as i can and as quick as i can without making mistakes.. i think it iimproved in the end but i feel extremely exhausted today.. cuz i can't tell no one at work...
suddenly feel very suffocated inside...无奈。
2 comments:
you will be fine my frenz.
take care. miss you
It's not easy to work and beside working we have to suit ourselves to the environment. Even after we can really cope ourselves we may faced the relationship problem with others as people always live in gossip world even we don't like to involve, people will often did it behind. Working life is reality but if we really like the job we can find the happiness within it and this is the place where we can really understand the hardness and toughness of our parent while they work and the money they earned must not easy full of sweat and tear and blood.
Love you.. hug. really miss u a lots.
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