often times...

when a heart breaks, it takes time to heal, it knows what's the right thing to do .. and it is doing it's best on its own.

however, when a heart breaks, it's prone to emotional rides, regardless whether it is about the main cause.

one thing, i realised, one thing that the heart takes a longer time to adapt is that, it suddenly feels so fragile, i cry on tv shows, i cry during movies, i've suddenly out of the blue become sensitive to touching moments on screen!! well i guess you could argue that it's only human to feel that way..

but lately, even though i 've been very much occupied, the heart feels empty.. i find that i drown in my own thoughts easily, i sway away from conversations, i seem to not even pay attention sometimes when i'm engaged in a conversation.

At times like this, how i wish that instead of looking out for someone, why not someone come looking out for me...