Back in Melbourne...

i've been back in melbourne for more than a week already, i flew back on v'day as most of u know.. it wasn't a good time to say goodbye this time, it seemed much more painful than it usually is.. it was rather dreadful to come back here but since it's my own decision i shall not blame anyone for it =)

every second at the airport was a dreadful experience, right from the moment i left home..

and the moment when i was on my seat ready to leave the country i call home .. i put on the Ipod.. it just played "A Perfectly Good Heart" by Taylor Swift.. memories and emotions came gushing as it played...

[Chorus 1:]Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.

And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.

No matter what you say, I still can't believe

That you would walk away.

It don't make sense to me, but:

[Repeat Chorus 1:]Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?

Why would you wanna make the very first scar?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

It's not unbroken anymore.

How do I get it back the way it was before?

it's been a truly long long long long holiday this time around, not in terms of the actualy time, i meant it felt like a long holiday...

i guess we just dont "snap out of it" nor do we " move on" that easy but i guess we learn to grow stronger as time passes by.. to who u are.. i know u're going through the very same thing. Be strong ok.. u know i'm always here for u as how u are for me =) love you loads babe..


life back here has been a little hectic but very much productive.. now it's only a matter of time that i get my own stuff settled and those that are pending complete =)



when i have the mood to =), i'll update more pictures of our wifey's first week in melbourne..