It's raining outside

It's raining outside and because i'm feeling this way, the rain has expressed my current emotion. Down.

Hopefully after the rain there will be clear skies filled with stars where it shines and brightens up every corners.

相思病

I miss the time we communicate almost everyday.

I miss the times we laugh together

I miss to hear you laugh, speak and just being you

I miss having you around

I do not know why but i just can't help but placing you at the back of my head

Every first thing in the morning and the last at night you've taken a space.

How can i do what i want and not pressure you at the same time?

How can you be yourself and not be pressured at the same time?

What can i do to know what you're thinking?

I really wish you were here next to me with no regrets

However, no matter how selfish i want to be

I want you to be happy.

Everything is now out in the open and it's obvious

But how to avoid regrets at the end of the day?

I know i rather feel regret from trying than to regret not trying

But to regret not trying might be a safer bet than regret trying

Because to the very least you're still my friend.

Gyin Gyin's little thoughts has wandered off so far that she can't help herself for thinking of the odds.

Because every move that gyn gyn made so far are risks

And every risk she has created she fears that she will lose you along the way.



Sigh~

GynGyn's BACK!~

Hello everybody, i'm back from the holidays and now back into blogging and updates of what has been going on off late.... kewl~~~ .hehee

From the 8th of Nov till the 19th of Nov, WE ( yunn, fang, owee, sara, lern, hui san, halley and i) the group of 8 of us has started our holidays at Gold Coast. Awesome place to go to.. nothing but fun fun fun fun and fun~~~ the 10 days of travelling caused me burns..lolz.. under the sun all day .. sun burnt.. ouch ouch ouch...

Within this few days, we've saw Gold Coast, Brisbane and also Sydney and all we used was our favourite No.11 to explore.. good fun.

This trip as expected brought good memories and gave our holidays a good start and a good full stop to Yunn's life in University in Australia. Now she will prepare to walk into a new society and face new challenges.. All the best to her upcomings and i know for sure she'll do very well....

There is so much to talk about the trip and i dont' know where to start. Anyhow, the trip has ended and now life's back to reality.

一辈子的朋友~

友情是永久的，爱情是短暂的

在你还没想通之前，

我们就当永久的好朋友吧!

不要破坏当一辈子好朋友的机会，

好不好?

因为朋友是最珍贵的礼物。

Signals!~

Signals, what do they do?

Version 1.0

Let's see, i've been..
1. Sleeping
2. Watching TV
3. You-tubing
4. Singing
5. Day dreaming

5 signals of the day which DOES NOT show that i'm having a paper tomorrow morning.

It is usually like that when i have an open book exam, i usually take it for granted and definitely will regret tomorrow. I know what's going to happen tomorrow and yet i am not studying and planning to go to bed. I guess it just signals that open book exams are like that :p


Version 2.0

Let's see..
1. I've got alot of things going on in my mind today. It's been a mixture of exams, trip, internship, summer school and moving apartment. TIRED~
2. Internet is such a great thing that sometimes you get unwanted information that you can't digest. The problem is sometimes you find information that you want to digest but you have no further source, which is also a frust. HOW?
3. OS [ Gyin, does it ever occur to you that you have a paper tomorrow morning? Either you go to bed now or continue studying... ]
4. I'm poisoned, here, there, everywhere.....

Now, what does all those means? I have no idea, there are so much things in my mind that i just can't wait to list them all down and cross them out when they're all over becuase i'm getting terrible headaches because of those.
Like this afternoon itself, hearing Zoe and Faith speak, for the first time it felt like i can't control myself but i can't react to what they're saying, I could just feel my heart beat beating out loud and i just had to go home after lunch to sleep.
I'm exhausted.. help gyn..

Gyn gyn very daring not studying today and going to sit for a paper tomorrow morning..

sigh~

Down

I'm stressed.. finally i feel it badly... I have no mood to study and when i sit myself down to try and remember what i covered for the paper on Friday. I CAN'T remember. All these while, studying in uni with friends was associated with the word productive. Today it was associated with the word stress. It was overloading to see them work so much on the Tax Paper and i still have to cover FM before the Tax paper. Tat's why i excused myself from them and came home early. When i'm home, i can just feel the overloading headache and stress.. it's been a bad day today i hate it. I want to study i dont' want to fail but i can't bring myself to it. i'm doing everthing and anything but studying.

It feels like something from inside wants to breaks out and cry but it is just stuck within. HOW?

Sigh~

am just down today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BROTHER

Ok, i've got to admit, typing that title gives me shivers .. we're not that loving...but oh well... it's his birthday .. hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LERN!!~

Today this fella turns 19 and we decided to have a small celebration for him. So after exams i cooked up a meal and we had birthday cake ( compliments from Hui san) to just have a simple celebration as he actually has exams tomorrow and the day after. So we've got to make it short and sweet.

Here are some pictures we took today. lolz.. Sorry if this turns into another Dine-with-me entry again..I made lamb chop with mash potatoes (psss.. mash potatoes made from scratch.. ) :P. For the first time I blended the ingredients to marinate the meat, gave it a good massage.. and waaalaaa~~

yay.. i'm quite happy with the meal.. hehehe... a spontaneous meal turned up ok after an exam, it's just a blessing in disguise ..

He just wants to pose disgustingly with the food..why??

Introducing the mastermind for tonight's celebration.. Hui San

oh gosh.. i look terrible in this picture.. but oh well.. that's the only one that presentable this time.. lolz..can't expect much when it's after an exam and the lack of sleep..

Love this picture of the cakes.. so colourful and pretty... droolling yet??? hehehe..

Happy 19th Birthday again and may this year brings u loads of luck and all the best in everything you do.

(p/s: better do well for exams tmr..hehe ganbatte!!~)

Love always..