10/26/08

Changes

Every once in a while, you would always sit back and think of how life will be if things are a little different. This is another one of my random thoughts i have today, that how would things be if until now i have not gotten over old changes that has already been a while.

A few months ago, i think i was a rather depressed person, who would try to occupy as much time as i can before anything is allowed to go wrong. Always thought that things will be difficult. After the first semester ended, and when certain changes in life has sink in, i wasn't exactly going through a pleasant phase in this chapter of my life.

Words of comfort do not come often as i dont really share much of what exactly am i feeling. furthermore, at times it is difficult to tell someone and when i finally do it wasn't a good time either. Times when i used to cry so much that i could feel my lungs almost pouring out, it was horrible. For those who really know what's going on, it was hard for them to place words of comfort as it would be easier said than done, and i cherish every effort that was made to make me feel better as i know how is it to have come from the other side. No doubt i miss old times and hate changes.

However, there came a day when i let my guards down, for once allow myself to truly accept changes, i found the transition phase much easier, and i saw a prettier picture from there. Now there's so much of laughters going on everywhere i go, things even look happier everywhere.

I won't say that i like and accept changes now easily but I guess changes in life happen for a reason, and they dont exactly change, they just move on from where they are. If you look at it this way, even the clouds smiles at you at times =) hehe
To top it all up, finally now, i realised what i want to cherish, moments, and also realised what i am looking forward to.
Looking forward to love, to friendships that will last, to more upcoming happily ever afters.

Friends
come and go in our lives,
but few find places deep in our hearts,
that we know that they will always be with us.
Someone told me that once, now i really know what it means.

10/24/08

Sometimes~

I think i should be at peace at myself... i've looked back at old pictures, we've all come a long way, regardless of how we look now, but comparing to those old photos.. OMG.... we definitely should be at peace with ourselves..

I just got the old pictures of my high school prom from Zyn a few weeks ago.. looking at it.. LOOK how much we've changed...

2003 SMK BU "Melodies of Life"Spot me... *faints*...

Then came.. 2005 Mufy Grad BallSpot me again..*faints*The latest Monash "Spring Elegance" Ball 2008..

Look how much we've changed!!!~

especially in the gap of 5 years.. look at my gfs and i... we definitely came a long way~~~

now u know why i said we should cherish what we have and be at peace???

PEACE!!~ lolz.. being a little random

10/21/08

In the process of WAR~

Every semester, during the study period, we'll somehow manage to take photos of our "hardcore" ness lolz...
Sometimes looks as though very ganas in studying..

By fact..
only we know :P
look how happy we are.. that's called.. STAYING POSITIVE FOR WAR~ (sounds wrong )

10/17/08

EXAMS coming~

books.. studies..

goes really well....

with ....

caffeine.....

dreading this time of the semester.. truly truly truly..

ALL THE BEST EVERYONE.. break a leg!

10/15/08

Just a little while...

it's been a while that i never update my blog. oh anyhow, there's nothing much interesting to write as most of you would know we're approaching exam period so everyone is very caught up in doing what they do best =) study! (procrastinate i mean :P)

Today on the way back home, i suddenly had this thought. something to share about...

I realised i'm about to close a chapter of my life. next year i'll be moving on to a new chapter of my life. am still pondering whether it would be something to look forward to as i guess the more i look forward to it the more i'll panic that i can't get through this semester.

Almost everyone i know back in college has closed this chapter of their life.. i'm about to do the same. Throughout this semester, i've learned alot, grown alot, although it wasn't pretty most of the time but it has definitely brought me new perspectives to life and the definition of friends. It was a bit late in this semester when i finally found something more than classes to look forward to in uni. I thank the stars for this.
For now, even though some questions are still yet to be answered but i believe it'll get there soon.

I also suddenly remembered that Gaya passed away around this time of the year. i can't help but to remember i called her on week 13.. which actually sometimes make week 13 to dread of.
Sigh, she is definitely at a better place now, just living her European dream =)

For just a little while, emotions are running within where words are just not found to describe such feelings, it's not a sad feeling, it's not a happy feeling either..

For just a little while, there are so many things i want to do and yet i realised i can't be a superhero all the time..tired...

For just a little while, i wished i was everywhere doing everything all at once..

For just a little while...

10/10/08

衰!

眼皮跳了两天, 心里很不安。。。总觉得有事会发生。。
昨晚打个电话回家。。 家人平安。。

哪知道!!! 今天放工后, 我在大庭广众摔到!!! 难看死了!!!!~~~
好像拉到哪里似的。。 感觉腿有一点怪怪的。。。
回到来。。眼皮不跳了 =.="l

Sze's yellow birthday party =)

This year, Sze celebrated her birthday by having an "all -things- yellow" birthday party. Everything was either associated with the colour yellow, or corn.. it was a cute party =)

long anticipated PICTURES~~~

Yellow balloons and ribbons
Singstar to get the party started~Obviously i was ke po -ing there.. no idea ~~Tzong battling out with Hong Chye kor with Singstar.. hehehe before dinner started..look at the place, it's all YELLOW, and if u could spot on the table, the paper cups, plates and serviettes are all in YELLOW.. hehehehRichard was the SHINIEST yellow that night .. lolzDinner and movie time.. while there was a poker session going in another room =)
Lols.. Sher and i had nothing better to do :PDesserts of the nite.. Corn Agar agar.. yummy~~Corn Birthday cake.. =)All the cousies.. If the party werent' yellow enough, we bought her yellow flowers, wrapped in yellow wrappers too.. It was good fun =)

10/7/08

Another farewell ..

Since Fang left.. there hasn't been much outings with Jon, Jia and Ying.. Just as i was getting used to see Ying once a while for coffee and cakes.. she's leaving back to m'sia.. Jia as well.. leaving few days earlier ..

Oh well.. i guess this is the part of a person's life that we dread the most.. everybody's moving on to another chapter of their lifes and pursuing their dreams, no longer will everyone be at the same pace, or on par.. =)

ok.. no more emo stuffs now.. pictures of farewell outing =)
We had sichuan for dinner.. but because we were busy eating.. forgot to take pictures.. :P
Therefore pictures came after dinner, and right outside of the restaurant.

Thanks to Ben, he purposely came from Gippsland just to have dinner with us.. hehe.. Although, there is nothing spectacular about this particular outing, but it was the last time that we would have cake and coffee after dinner with this exact bunch of people in melbourne and able to have a free ride back home cuz ying drives.. Cakes at Greco's =) As usual.. Ben and Ying obviously took alot more photos of the cakes and drinks we had that night.. A very serious looking bunch taking the pictures.. hahaha.. everybody was getting just a little impatient to eat their cakes.. cuz everybody wanted to take pictures of the cakes..and of course pictures of ourselvesTo Ying and Jia, although i've gotten to know you only later in this year, and we've not done anything spectacular much together, but it's been great to have you here and have familiar faces in melbourne. Definitely will miss you guys.. Hope that your pursue of dreams and whereever the wind blows you too, u'll achieve in flying colours and do great things =) love loads

(sigh.. another bunch back home.. i want to go home soon!~)

10/5/08

Tulip Festival 2008

every year since i've been in Aussieland, i've nvr fail to visit the tulip farm.. but this year, it's a little different.. i think all in all there were 20 of us.. so the cam-whore sessions was.. OMG.. see for yourself.. so i shall let the pictures do the talking ok =)

Welcome the SCENIC VIEW OF A BIG BED OF TULIPS..~Absolutely breath taking~
Charlie angels wannabe.. but we're all looking good i know :Pi'm truly beginning to fall in love with this trio =) thank you guys!
Actually there's a reason for this pose.. and we as a whole group did pose with these hand thing..but the photo is yet to be uploaded..haha.. harvey and i was just fooling around.. "ikrar semasa perhimpunan!~"in the air!~muaxxies.. there were definitely alot of kissing action going on man!and more...

more.. more...and more...more... more~~~


this chilli padi June.. so ke ai man!~loved and squashed!~good pictures DID come with consequences =)
not forgetting the get-a-room posea point-at-all directions pose.. lolzGroupies!~
this is not even the full group! mana the full group pic wei.. upload upload!~